Metamorphosis

My loves, I hate to admit that I wasn’t always the beautiful and glamorous creature that I am today, or at least I didn’t feel that I was. I went through things in life, and dealt with people that I allowed to put me in delicate situations. I am not saying that these people are bad, I simply wanted to have the passion for things they believed were beautiful. Chasing the dreams of others put me in a dark and confusing place. Luckily I was able to get the help that I needed and I learned that we get to decide our path. I enclosed myself to heal from the thoughts of who should I be and start replacing those thoughts with who I want to be. I started to listen to what I want and also started to understand who I am. This all became easier when I blocked out the influences of the outside world. I created a cocoon made out of kindness and positivity, my voice grew and my intentions in life became clearer. I became the person that I am proud to be today.

This quarantine I see it as a second metamorphosis. I am privileged to have the ability to  turn this situation into a self-growth montage. I am in my home and away from the hustle and bustle that existed before the pandemic. My goals and my priorities have become clearer. I have been busy with school and my position as a library clerk, that made me push those goals and priorities to the back of my head, but now I am able to work on what makes me smile. I have been putting my time into delicious projects and can’t wait to get out of this cocoon and show the world my wings that I created. Wings that are made of everything that makes my life on this planet exciting. Stay tuned to see the blinding projects I have for you.

XOXO